Is pride a natural productive force of raw energy integral to reaching our creative potential?

I kept a diary too, though can't explain most of it, cause I've changed so much, and I'm much older. 10 years was a big deal of change. I'm a little pissed off that everyone has read them. Even so, it's not a big deal, I'm still me. I don't have pride like arrogance I've noticed in a lot of people who possess it. I keep to myself in such matters, but I do believe in creative energy maybe.Everyone has that.